I was Happy in life but deep within sometimes I felt unsatisfied. But why I was feeling unsatisfied? When I asked this question to myself, the answer which came out from inside was that I am not doing any great thing which I am meant to do, I am not doing something purposeful for myself. But what was that should I do? I never got answer for this.
This life of housewife is great. You are doing passionately everything starting from cleaning house to making foods for your family. I feel very happy when I see my two children Ayush and Riya eating foods cooked by me. I feel very happy to do for my husband Rajesh, when he is busy in dressing up for office. I also love studying back my old class books with my kids in evening. All these things I love. But why I didn’t know, sometimes I felt I am living a purposeless life of my own.
Since Childhood, I always wanted to become something.. something great.. someone very big. But never knew what it can be exactly. I always thought of myself that I am able to do anything whatever I choose to do. But now I think, before doing that special thing for myself I got married. Marriage became so quick that I didn’t get time to think about other things. Now.. I am living life of a house wife with my husband and two kids, which I love very much but I feel dissatisfy within for myself. I needed to do something for myself which will give me self satisfaction.
For few days I thought constantly what should I do. I also talked with my close friends, but nowhere any options touched my heart. I didn’t get clearity about the work or thing should I do. One day, I was switching channels, and I suddenly stopped on a Flipkart advertisement. Then I thought Why not to start online shopping business? I can do it from home itself. But the question was what will I sell? I started thinking what I am good at. I used to like jewellery designing for a long time and even I used to make for myself when I was in college. Then why not to have a kick start with that? In noon time, I used to have some free hours. That time I started doing some design and then making some handicraft jewelleries like earrings, small-medium-long size necklaces, bangles etc. Then I started selling it on internet. Slowly slowly my number of products and customers increased.
That was the day I first thought of this jewellery designing business on internet. And it’s been 5 years now I am into it. Now I have more than 1000 customers. My designs and work has been appreciated a lot in last 2-3 years. Now, I even have some employees who assist me in my business. I am still a house wife, who takes care of her family, but I also have added the tag of ‘working woman’ with me. I am very much happier now.
Most importantly, dissatisfaction I never felt within after the day, when I first took decision for doing this business. And even when my products were not sold much, I never felt dissatisfaction. One day I realized, it was the incubation of my childhood thought of becoming something great or doing something big, that put me to set my business of my own even with my little educational qualification.